This is a different taste of When Daylight Dies from some of the Realities (as a whole) writings that we are working on. While the general title is When Daylight Dies, there are many parts of Realities. Also, this really is a raw version, well before editing. But that’s When Daylight Dies for you.
Oh, also, part one != part two. We tend to rename shit here to fuck with search engines. 🙂
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Sir, I’m sorry I don’t know what that means. If you’re asking, how do I know to stop somebody from bothering you to be more bot to them that because I’m and I play sports.
Perhaps, one day, Micheal I’ll share what is that she said I have a curiosity.
And I put my arm over her ears as she was pressed to my chest and he leaned in, and I whispered to him and took my hand off of her arm, her ear, her head I guess really.
He looks at me and goes. Yeah if you said that to me, I would be afraid to. Pardon my language Micheal, but that’s disturbing. And incredibly smart, just why I’ve told you before smartest person I’ve ever met and I did serve and I dealt with a lot of crazy people and crazy.
Sir, I didn’t want him to be a problem in my life and we played soccer again and he was a bit of a  Dick to everybody and one day he was being inappropriate to other kids and I say his name and he instantly understood that it was a racial thing and after he finished saying some shit, I told him that. That’s why he plays football now.
God bless you, son,  Yes incredibly incredibly impressive. Micheal the best way to solve a problem is to not have a problem, as you know. The best way to end a fight is to do it before there’s a fight. And you have. Hope one day they like me that I had not and earmuffs essentially.
Just whispers gently sitting out here. Let’s say 10 years from now and you and my daughter and just got married and you’re sitting on this wall and she’s laying across you as she is holding you and that motherfucker is here and you can with the supermodel you’re the one with the fat check.
That said, I don’t think that I will be here with your daughter. Because I don’t want to not that I don’t believe that she wants to. I don’t think I’ll be here much longer. I pause gently and I paused a little bit longer not sure if I was supposed to say something or if he was gonna say something.  I believe my family.
Sir, I believe my family is going to move. I don’t know. Cory is destined for a great things. They won’t be with me though. They sure as fuck won’t feel like he is now completely afraid of your daughter
And then put two and two together, because what I said to him  Was about Corey and what she would do to him if I didn’t.
This looks to me all the time I know him 11 years never saw him cry coming down. I just gently whispered. Do you want her to know that you’re crying and you want me to like suggest you sit with her dad?
no, no. I wanted to sit there with you to see that there’s another man on this planet. It’s show love just by hugging and holding somebody and not trying to get anything out of it except for join of love.
Yes, sir, while I hope there’s 1 million more times before , my time, through 1 million times.
My parents didn’t end up moving and Corey‘s dad was very thankful because he trusted the fuck out of me. He didn’t want her to believe with me because I was safe, he wanted her to be with me because that’s a safest place that she could be.
Out of harms way, not that I was the safe choice.
Every time there was a festival thing anything seems like it was like once every month or two Corey didn’t go inside so we sat out there on that wall across as I held her her head in my Chest. It was a safe place for us and a world where people who are intelligent didn’t get anywhere but any respect..
We would spend the summers weekdays during the school year when work was done ride my bicycle over that tree it wasn’t sitting there something more.  We’ve hold hands, just sit there and talk and intellectually as much as teens good without it trying to fuck like right there.
Monday, as I sat on the bench in the front yard of the tree, she went inside to go to the bathroom and her dad to come out like he would most the time and he would just sit down in the grass and  Talk with us.
Nice to greet him and has had become customary. I would shake his hand as he was teaching me etiquette as well as his daughter. He asked me Micheal have you and my daughter had sexual relations?
Is holding hands and sexual? Is her sitting on my lap fully clothed in public sexual relations , kissing her on her forehead or kissing back on my cheek sexual rations?
No Micheal I’m not gonna say this the right way you know if my daughter was interested in being intimate with you if there is any person on this planet that I would ever say goes , not giving you permission to have sex with my daughter because that’s her decision. I’m just saying I would have a problem with anybody but you and I am not saying this right dammit.
Sir, your daughter, besides her actions and has to deal with the ramifications. If she and I chose to be intimate , you have no saying it but you approve because you know that we really do love each other and don’t need to be having sex and breaking our lives and being irresponsible.
Yeah, always smarter than me. I wish your mom was still here Micheal I stood him as it was. He set up , Cory‘s mom, also has a her dad‘s wife, died during childbirth. And he is worn for her ever since. And as I gotten older, we were talk this particular day, though, sir, how do you know that she didn’t run inside to talk on the phone to some boy that’s quite obviously not me and that she was going to the bathroom  Like that?
Phones are down something that happens when they get unplugged and they’re in such a location that quite obvious if somebody tries to plug them back in.
Also, Micheal, I am her dad and I have to get her feminine hygiene products and they really consistent. If there is somebody else that she’s , trying to talk to that’s her deal ain’t nothing. Either of us we’re gonna do about it ain’t nothing. Either of us should do anything about.
I don’t necessarily know or understand that much about women aside for my mom. Your daughter is like the only woman I’ve known for from the war  Intimacy but not romantic and intimacy.
That was probably too much information. I just gave you not gonna say I am worried about anything just kinda like your mom messed up.
On way back here, but you should when she gets out here and sits down ask her to go inside and get something and that’ll take her like an extra 30 seconds or something. I have some questions .
She comes back out and she sits down and goes to put her hand on mine and then mine and her dad says hey sweetie, would you be so kind to go and get this thing for Micheal and I agree something heads off.
She’s out of earshot. I just tell me was this I name  an issue what happened with your ex-wife and here is the parameters because I’ve been researching this for maybe six years knowing you’re dying during childbirth and the number one caused being this particular issue.
Micheal, why aren’t you going to school or Harvard or something along those lines because you you you just that that’s that smart . Yes, those were the conditions that she had before we got pregnant during and what kilter it really is so we with Micheal what do you know at this point?
Wow, your daughter and I have not been sexually intimate. We have been in intellectually, mentally, emotionally, spiritually . She’s my best friend and I am hers. You know this my parents know this pretty much everybody in town knows they think we’re having sex and the rest of them we’re having sex and as far as I know, there’s five people your daughter you me and my parents who don’t believe they were having sex because we in a position to have sex because we don’t want to. I guess it’s just , we don’t want to..
Sir, when you see your daughter seated across my lap holding me like the first time with Blake, we feel worried that oh wow, they’re having sex in public and I might. My daughter is being inappropriate and then what?
Micheal, I say, my future son-in-law wouldn’t do that, that would be disrespectful to him and to her to each our families.
Yes, your daughter and I ever decide to be intimate sexually. It’ll be bad inappropriate time. I don’t know what that is cause she’s the one with the fucked up plumbing , that’s why we haven’t had sex. And her issues are the same that your wife did. I ask you kindly sir, please I beg you take her see a doctor and a gynecologist and at this point that’s the only thing that’s gonna say real life because she’s in pain, but she doesn’t know how to talk to you , that’s the reason why she feels safe that she’s afraid of you.
OK hold on follow me.
And we go into the house and is sweetie where you are I’m in the bathroom doors unlocked what’s the matter?
I’m gonna ask you a question and I , expect the most honest fucking answer possible, are you in pain your menstrual cycle are you in pain?
Dad!.
They just kinda like hence Timmy Corey with your dad and I need you to answer that question to your father. it is incredibly imperative and I’ve never ask you to say anything or do anything , so please
Micheal, dad, it hurts. It always hurts and it. I don’t know if Micheal said this, but it’s the reason why we haven’t had sex.
OK sweetie. Are you going to the bathroom no, sir open the door dad and she has a tissue and it was like fucking , super fucking obvious she was sitting there crying, sir, I ask.
I kind of like looking at each other one way and I go the other go to comfort her not that I got the impression she was close to death or something just she was in pain.
And I say Corey, would you like to sit on my lap and across etc.?
This is please Micheal please the place that I ever feel OK when I’m hugging my dad.
Here comes back in this sweetie, doctor says he can see you in half an hour , please, let’s go if Micheal can join us.
He returns and looks at me as I thought you were going with us the best of my knowledge, and my daughter the fuck wouldn’t you be with us?
Him, and just kind of said didn’t say a word , I call my parents and they’re just saying you know why Corey medical going with her dad and her plumbing not anything and I like fumbling and I just I haven’t be talking to my mother mom she’s not pregnant. She’s got plumbing issues and we’re rushing to see Dr. whatever the fuck his name is gold something something .
Just go, call us. Let us know how she is. If you need us there, if John, was her dad‘s name that the big reveal needs us wants us is there anything that we can do, we know what happened to Mary.
There’s so much. I have yet to learn here. OK I’ll call you from doctors.
We go to the doctors in retrospect. The doctors like you know the doctor because that’s a person name get the point given that everything is 800 miles away in the country there’s like no cars on the road , so he kind of cruise doesn’t that mean it takes long enough that I’m sitting there in the backseat then the seatbelt in the back or mandatory or in the front. You get there the entire time that we she just across my room I wondered to myself shit I wanted to I was just the safe spot that her innards  Was wanting to have comfort I guess.
And doctors offices are really different like 8000 years ago. She goes in and I just stay in the waiting room and the phone call my parents and like fuck Philippines motherfuckers and then they told me they were there  John, they were friends they still are and she had plumbing problems and we all knew that it was like a secret town scandal of us were aware because it was so painful.
Micheal, as a woman what she went through even before pregnancy, you’ll have to understand this  She have menstrual period that lasted almost 3 months and then it would be six months of shatter next and that was one day and it was like two weeks before the next and when I got pregnant really really really happy for them because things could turn around.
Mom, tell me something good here because I need to know something good here.
Micheal, I don’t know, best thing that she has is you and her dad Micheal, John loves you for how you have loved Corey. How are you treated and respected him.
Her dad comes out from the doctors room and says Micheal, please join us. This is important.
I go in and she’s in stirrups but not pointed towards the door and I just turn and there’s John’s. Gonna call John now because it’s easier than her dad. Because her dad was easy apparently, but John wasn’t.
The doctor says John Micheal it’s quite obvious you haven’t had sex. It’s quite obvious like mom hurt. Her plumbing is messed up and at this point I’m gonna recommend going to this hospital and having this procedure done because if she doesn’t, it will kill her. Like it killed Mary.
I was in here for that, John that was before my time but dammit I hope you fucking understand that this is really, really serious. We’re talking about her life if she doesn’t have it done or even examined by another doctor, she will die Within the next two years. I’m sorry to say that, but the truth is the truth and has a medical doctor. I have sworn to tell the truth.
John says how what when where do we do this because I wish not to put my daughters life in Jeopardy And I’m pretty sure and I have no saying this that Micheal feels the same about his future wife because least you have been in love for fucking years and don’t stop them except for her insides. I’m not doing it for that. That is an off I would rather save her life Than anything else. Dr. Gold, whatever please help me save my daughters life.
I didn’t say anything to dad like well. I don’t know how do you know I don’t like dudes or something. I just stood there quietly like I should. My Micheal please come over here and just hold my hand or hug me or something. I need to feel you next to me. I can’t sit in your lap like this, but if Dr. Gold, whatever is OK with it, I would like to have you holding my hand.
Corey is quite OK and Micheal please feel free and I know it’s not appropriate so go around this direction so that you know you don’t see stuff that you whatever pauses.
John turns to me and says Encyclopedia it’s not really gonna talk about this so I don’t even know what to say.
John, Dr. Gold, I will show respect to my friend who is in pain and needs me. We’ve never talked about this kind of stuff and I don’t wanna say she hit it for me, but I knew that she was in pain.
I wish not to see her. I guess compromise position.
I just walk over to where she is eyes closed and can see. I have one half open so I can walk into anything and I just sit down and hold her hand and Micheal I have waited lifetime to tell you, I love you and I have loved you for lifetime. my body has prevented me from showing a higher level of affection not even sex constant pain and you’re the only thing the only one the only person who made me feel OK.
I love you, Micheal, John John and dammit I’m not gonna lose you and even more of a dammit and dad I’m sorry but I am fucking not losing you and you are fucking losing me. Whatever we do, you’ll be here With holding my hand, my future husband.
I started to cry as did Corey. John and Dr. Goldwood did too.
And I kissed your forehead and I said I will always be here for you. I will always love you. That will never change. And I love you as well forever and ever ago. I love you so much that we’ve never really even kissed. Cheek forehead, a couple times I kissed your nose. She smiles, and maybe once or twice very short on lips one second maybe two. I loved you without having to have sex. You’re my best friend and I love you.
Jesus Micheal you have better now right kiss her tender of 10 seconds I pull back and sit back down my legs so I could try to get rid of the erection and I just got
Her dad and I said something, the first time I actually kissed your daughter She was in the doctors office in Stirup. She still wanted to kiss me because probably the least worst thing that she was experiencing.
Micheal… Hell of a statement I don’t even know where to begin. It was beautiful to see the two of you kiss. It’s unfortunate that it was here, as not that I have a say, I would’ve loved to be under the tree on the swing. That’s where I kissed your mom, Corey for the first time. A real kiss. And I had to do what Micheal just did across my legs because it was very rousing we were 16 so you know Just a little bit at this point.
I say this not she pauses long pause and says that I want to fix however we can fix not because I wanna have sex with Micheal, I don’t wanna be in pain anymore and I don’t want to kill me. Whatever we gotta do, Dr. Gold, whatever Explained.
So he goes through and essentially he’s having a hysterectomy at 16 which is really unheard of but bad plumbing is bad plumbing and if bad plumbing is leaking elsewhere that’s bad so the doctor calls the hospital that’s like 8,000,000 miles away because we live in fucking backcountry. Total population is like 350 and he talks with John and they set up in schedule and quite literally three days.
John says to Micheal if your parents allow, would you join us and or join me because I know I’m gonna be freaking out so you but you ground us and allow us too.
Sir, if my parents permit and honestly, sir, the chances of my parents saying no, you can’t do that, Slim and none.
So I step out call my parents tell him what’s up and that three days surgery etc. etc. and my mom says is John there he’s in the observation room would you like me to get him and she indicates please do that. This is way before my mom was a Cunt. She was getting there, but not because of this.
I asked him to come out to the phone and he does I go back in and I talk with Missy Missy, Jesus Christ future right Corey and I say as I sit down and kiss her forehead with one of my favorite things to do with whatever and I say, Corey, my parents want me to be there and Then if we miss school that shit. Was more important.
She smiles and takes my hand. She says Micheal, you know if we were anywhere else then this I would be sitting on your lap, hugging you and holding you with my head either buried into your chest or just against it.
You make me feel safe Micheal and you have for fucking long as I can remember. Thank you for making this happen and pushing it’s not gonna be easy on my dad, but it be easier than losing me whether or not I am with you or somebody else.
And if you think for she looks Dr. Gold gold whatever as if you think for a fucking second is that I want any other man woman or whatever to touch me, no. You’re the only person who I want to touch me when it comes to love romance intercourse whatever. I want my person and goddamnit Micheal I love you and I love you and I love you.
Dr. Gold, whatever just kind of looks at us and he just says that that’s a hell of a statement, Corey, so goddamn loving. I will tell you both my wife was a friend like y’all for years. She was my first kiss, she was my first love. She was my first sexually. She’s the only woman I got engaged to, the only woman I married, the only woman who has had my children, our children.
If you have the one never let it go because I’ve had to fight so goddamn hard to balance going to medical school and my family and even now with my practice and my family but I love my wife so fucking much pauses I don’t even have words at this point. Eilish love her, and she is everything and no offense to my children, I love my wife so much. Corey from what I understand, your mom died giving birth. Your dad lost his only love and as far as I know conversations, he has never been with another woman since that point in time because he loved her that much. I’m only telling you this to give you a frame of reference. If you quite obviously love one another let’s song it says hang on loosely but don’t let go. I’m saying fucking hang on tight and just hold each other and take care of each other cause you need each other, it’s not a game life, Corey is not a smart enough to know that.
I walked over to Dr. Goldwood and I just hugged him and I cried that was an imp passion speech that had the weight of the world on it after has almost rained I would say I just peel back and I say thank you Dr. Gold, whatever Thank you for the perspective especially about her dad. I’ve always suspected that unable to prove it as a kid growing up in a teenager. Whatever, her dad is a wonderful wonderful man and if things are going particular direction, he’s gonna be the greatest father-in-law ever and I know that my parents will be you know I just gotta stop and toss my arms up and go back to sitting down and holding her hand. Cory says whatever he his mom is an asshole. We’re getting away with cussing since my dad isn’t here but she loves me. You have no idea. She’s just unhinged most the time. His dad would fight Micheal Buckle boxing ring just if he fucked up with me. His dad knows how important finding your one is this is mom‘s crazy. I shouldn’t do crazy shit she just does crazy shit.
Knock knock her dad comes back in. And he just has Micheal talking with your mother sometimes she’s up and she’s down emotionally and then up again and then down like really quickly. It’s not threatening. It’s just upsetting like how do I help this person because she’s so afraid of losing Corey She’s super confident that the doctors will take care of her but if anything happens, it’ll kill her son and kill their best friend.
Sir, that sounds like my mother, which is why we’re talking with Dr. Gold whatever and Missy indicated my mother was a little bit crazy but not bad crazy just crazy.
You know Micheal… That is a very good statement.
Your mom means well and is filled with love. Is it just you know there’s something unbalanced and then not harmful just just a little out there. Nurse Knox comes in and says OK John here is the information location date and time here’s the instructions, I don’t wanna say wish I don’t wanna say hope she walks over and kisses. Cory on the head and says you’ll be OK, we’ve got love that’ll bring you back because your dad and Micheal love you. You will come back for them. You won’t go away.
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So there you go folks, a raw version of When Daylight Dies. This is a part of the overall Realities. We fully expect all of Realities to sell like hotcakes.